I thought about joining the FTSK Street Team..but after reading through all the "What's expected of you" stuff, it kind of scared me. I barely have enough time for myself. It sucks to think about how I knew about them before most kids. I coulda joined the street team at that time and then said I've been there from the start..but nope.
I began to really get into their music just before they suddenly showed up on MTV..poop. I wish I could go back in time, become great friends with them, and then I'd have everything in the bag. Oh well, I'll just have to find another way to work with them or become a least slight friends with them. Sucks that so many people are into them now. There's tons of people who want to do the same thing as me. I saw I'm different than them...but maybe not. I need to find a way for myself to stand out. Who knows? Maybe it won't happen, which is a really sad thought. I was also invited to join Hey Monday's ST, but I haven't really listened to them. I should though. They're pretty good I think.
The future scares me. I still am not 100% sure of what I want to do. Sure, no one really does, but I stress about these kind of things. Of course I have dreams and ideas, but how do I reach those goals? I need to seriously start looking more into it. I say I want to be a photographer at live shows..but how? One year I'd like to work Warped Tour. That's a dream.
Ugh. School starts soon.
-Riot!Ross
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