Life Is Suffocating

I wish I had more time for myself. I feel like I'm always doing homework or something that my mom wants to me do. It's a little overwhelming. Maybe I'm overreacting a little, but I would appreciate it if my mom would leave me alone when I was online. I understand maybe I'm on it too much. But in reality, I'm not. I have to check up on updates and mail and that takes morathan five minutes. I feel like I'm doing a freaking sin when I go on cause she always gives that "On again?" look. Well, excuse me if I work hard on hw for hours. I think I deserve a little time online.

I feel like such a Fall Out Boy fan slacker. I've been keeping up with stuff, but not like I use to. That might be a good thing though. I used to be overly obsessed with them. haha. I can't believe I'm most likely not going to the FTSK show in october...just because it's a school night. Most of the shows I've been to have been on a school night. I wish my mom would just let me and Janessa go. I need to see Kyle, Joe, and K Dirty!! maan. I am going to be in such a bad mood during band practice that day. Gay.

I've notice that I go through a lot of mood swings. At one moment I'm as happy as could be, then I'm super sad or annoyed. I hate that feeling. Oh, and isn't it bad that sometimes I feel like I never want to wake up in the morning. I would think so. I think I'm just really stressed out and tired. I hope this past soon.

-Riot!Ross